Life Sucks – Not Knowing What Happens After We Die


*empty trigger shots* I’m Max. Nothing. Everything must come to an end. What’s gonna happen to me? Who’s really in charge around here? God. Are you there? If you’re there can you please say so? So I don’t have to question whether you’re there or not? Yahweh, Allah, Jesus, Zeus, Vishnu, Shiva, Talos, even. Is anyone out there? Can you just show me Any sign that’ll give me no shadow of a doubt that there’s something else besides this. I understand you want me to believe based on faith but, Can that faith at least not be..blind faith, like how science does it? Please. Are you there? Hello? I suppose everything must come to an end. I wake up, and it’s a beautiful, bright, and sunny day. But it doesn’t matter. Because sooner or later, I’ll be dead. I eat a delicious, hearty breakfast. and enjoy every morsel. But it doesn’t matter. Because sooner or later I’ll be dead. I happily hang out with best friends and family. Joyously experiencing life with all of them. But it doesn’t matter. Because sooner or later we’ll all be dead. Any other generic example of living life. But it doesn’t matter. Because sooner or later I’ll be dead. And then what? What happens when you die? Will my whole life flash before my eyes? What if I’m already at the moment of death and this thing I’m living through right now is my life flashing before my eyes. And that’s why déjà vu happens. Or what if this is just another level of dreaming? Like when we fall asleep, we dream And when we die in our dreams we wake up And then for this world whenever we die we’ll wake up from this dream In an even more vivid and real world. Like this entire life was just another level of dreaming for us in the actual world. And then when we fall asleep in that actual world, We’ll relive an entire one of these lifetimes once again. And that isn’t even to say that the actual world I’m talking about that we supposedly wake up in to after we die Is just another dream. What if we’re waiting in suspension, until the exact same atoms that once made us who we were, Eventually come back together. Just as they did for this time in the universe. Or what if all of this is just the embodiment of your mind or whatever you wanna call it. Where instead of this being the universe it’s all just your imagination Like the universe didn’t create your life, your life created the universe. Because after all according to your brain, None of this existed until you started existing. Or what if any other theory you have of an afterlife happens. Or what if nothing happens. Nothing happens. Everything must come to an end. If we’re going by Science, then in the end.. You can safely say we’re all just the embodiment of trillions of individual cells. So I suppose our own body and brain can’t really be considered our own. Let alone anything more than random objects put together and powered by energy. The very essence that makes us who we are, Can be simplified to chemical reactions going on inside and around us. That just happened to manifest out of mere coincidence. How comforting. Everything must come to an end. What made the universe.. Decide to create living, breathing creatures capable of observing it where nothing else could. Why did the universe do anything? If you think about it, existence itself doesn’t really make much sense. Close your eyes for a moment. Actually close them. You don’t have to, but it’ll help you envision what I’m conveying to you. And I’m not going to put anything on the screen besides a black colour mat, so.. Go ahead and close your eyes. Think about this. Think what it was like before time began. Before anything ever existed. Keep going back, keep going back, keep going back. Keep going back further. Keep going back. Before the Big Bang. Before the laws of physics were ever in place. Before dark matter and dark energy. Before molecules, atoms, subatomic particles, non-particles, and before whatever anything that ever subsisted. Before it all. Just blackness. No, not even blackness. The absence of absolutely everything. Nothingness. Complete nothingness. And yet- Here we are? What? Wait what? Yeah, science! How does that make any sense? What the heck? What the hell happened? How? Why? This doesn’t make any sense. There can’t just be nothing in the beginning, And then something. That’s illogical. That’s irrational. That doesn’t happen. No. That does NOT happen. If there was a big bang, there had to be something to trigger that big bang because there can’t just be nothing then a big bang out of nowhere. You can’t just have something out of nothing. Because that nowhere means nothing is the only thing that can continue to happen. Okay, then maybe the universe always existed. But if it always existed that means it’s been here as far as time can reach backwards. Which is theoretically infinite. Let’s try to think about infinity years ago. The past is infinitely long, and never has a starting point, which means it’s only expanding. Like the future. That would mean time doesn’t only go forwards, it also goes backwards. So like there’s a number-line from negative infinity to infinity. Maybe-maybe that’s how it works. Then again maybe time doesn’t exist. Perhaps it’s only a fabric of human interpretation as a way of perceiving the universe. Because the universe could be vastly different from how we understand it. Just like how we understand the universe is different to how worms understand the universe. And at that, maybe we shouldn’t interpret time on a timeline. What if time is like a sphere? It doesn’t always go..forwards and backwards – it goes in every direction. Or better yet, a hypersphere. Which if you don’t know is a sphere that has more than 3 dimensions. So it can go up, down, left, right, forward, backward, and other directions or axis Our third-dimensional minds can’t comprehend. What if time is like any other nth dimensional shape for that matter. And not just time, Every other law of physics. I dunno about y’all but, my head hurts. But my heart feels incredible. There’s just way too much we don’t know. And there’s so much more we can anticipate on our adventure in this crazy universe we live in. So let’s be realistic. If the universe, or God, Or whatever you believe in, That has made it possible for you and I to be alive and be self-aware and to be sentient in this very point in spacetime in a random part in the universe. Then it wouldn’t make much sense that it can’t happen again.. In a different world, in a different time. In a different universe, in a different dimension, in a different mind, or even in the same exact ones. Who’s to say that can’t happen? The Theists? No. The Atheists? No. The smart? No. The stupid? No. The wise? No. The foolish? No. The other human beings who have very similar capabilities and thresholds of understanding to you or me? No. None of us know the actual answer. No matter how many times we tell or convince ourselves or anyone else we do, we don’t. We don’t. Not them, not you and not me. If there is in fact a multi-verse, and if there is in fact infinite universes in that multi-verse, And infinite possibilities, then statistically speaking, There is a 100% chance that infinity of those possibilities will consist of birthing your life. Not necessarily a reincarnation or afterlife or anything specific. Just the reawakening of.. You. You as in the consciousness. You as in the mind, not the brain or body. You as in the soul if you prefer. And that’s only one theory out of any possible ones. Some of which may even entirely pass over from our current realm of understanding and comprehension. Kind of like how our understanding of mathematics and science Will be completely out of the reach of a fish. I’m not gonna tell you to believe in what I’m saying. Because what I’m saying is merely the paragon of reflective philosophical ludicrousness. I probably sound like a crazy man. Or a guy that’s high on drugs. Or a pretentious kid who thinks he’s intellectual. But regardless. What I want is for you to not feel so worthless believing all that’s waiting for you at the end is blackness. In fact I’m willing to argue that the nothingness theory makes the least bit of sense. I mean in the end, it’s your choice to believe in what you want, and I encourage that, but.. If you think about it, And don’t blind yourself by your own emotional devotion then you’ll come to realize that instead of believing one thing, Or even nothing, The most logical choice is to believe in the possibility of everything. And even then we’ve probably only scratched the surface. In the meantime, let’s keep searching for answers. To whatever questions those may be. And enjoy your life here everyone. I for one, am extremely thankful. That I got the opportunity to meet you all on this little patch of existence that we currently reside within. I really am. Y’all have made me so very happy. And I hope that we can do the same for you. And who knows. Maybe after we die perhaps I’ll eventually see you all again on the other side. Wherever that may be. If you’re every in doubt, Just remember this. Everything must come to an end. Including the end itself. Toodles!

Maurice Vega

100 Responses

  1. Isaiah 45:5 – I am the LORD, and there is none else, there is no God beside me: I girded thee, though thou hast not known me:

    Malachi 3:6 – For I am the Lord, I change not; therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed.

    Exodus 20:3 – Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

    Deuteronomy 31:6 – Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.

    (GOD EXISTS YOU’RE WITHOUT EXCUSE)
    Romans 1:20 – For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse:

    John 1:10 – He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not.

    John 3:16 –  For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

    17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.

    18 He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.

    19 And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.

    20 For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved.

    1 John 5:13 – These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God; that ye may know that ye have eternal life, and that ye may believe on the name of the Son of God.

    Titus 3:5 – Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost;

    1 Corinthians 1:18 – For the preaching of the cross is to them that perish (hell) foolishness; but unto us which are saved it is the power of God.

    Matthew 10:28 – And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.

    2 Thessalonians 2:8 – And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming:

    Jeremiah 10:10 – But the LORD is the true God, he is the living God, and an everlasting king: at his wrath the earth shall tremble, and the nations shall not be able to abide his indignation.

    Zephaniah 1:18 – Neither their silver nor their gold shall be able to deliver them in the day of the LORD'S wrath; but the whole land shall be devoured by the fire of his jealousy: for he shall make even a speedy riddance of all them that dwell in the land.

    1 Corinthians 1:23 – But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumblingblock, and unto the Greeks foolishness;

    24 But unto them which are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God.

    25 Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men.

    Acts 3:19 – Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord.

    (King James Bible)

  2. Its so weird…….lets say that before all of this there was just darkness…but what if there wasnt…what if there was nothing….like, SOMETHING has to exist…there cant be nothing…not even darkness or lightning……life is weird

  3. Shiva is not God it’s a Sanskrit word means beyond zero …BTW we Hindus don’t have God’s we have great men and Hinduism isn’t a religion it’s a culture…

  4. You are just a cadaver. No thought not even seeing black. Yout mind being in your brain just can't continue. To refuse this harsh truth peoples believe in paradise and hell

  5. We'll be gone, reduced to atoms. Tourists of the abyss, residents of the void, deaf and blind to one another and to ourselves. The god of this realm will be silence, unending and deafening, and it will reveal itself to us all some day or other, to some with a bang, to others through the cruelty of other souls, and to others with a slow and long decay. Life, the morning sun, the small freckles on my friend's face, the countless dust particles spilling through my room suspended on beautiful sunbeams, and the smell of the neighbour's cooking every evening, will crash through the ground and cast into the eternal black, and will have never existed. Black. Nothing. Entropy at its mightiest. No God. No-one. Just SHREK.

  6. Everyone has there say on death
    some put religion on death
    some put explanation to body decopisition
    and madam max…ehhhhhhhhhhhhh

  7. what if when we die we go to our own fanstasy like we can do whatever we want and the world will look like what we think beautiful, something like Minecraft creative mode and gmod but even more enpansive. but who knows? any thing can happen

  8. holy shit dude when he said everything must come to an end i was like yeah and then when he said everything must come to an end including the end itself holy shit dude u literally gave me a fucking nut feeling no joke omg man u are fucking amazing you fucking legend i found you on the kanye quest video im so fucking thankful

  9. I have always had social anxiety and fretted over everything, wasted years avoiding things I wanted to do because I was so afraid of failing or getting hurt. I was in a roll over car accident this summer. Wasn't seriously injured, but while it was happening, I thought I was seconds from dying. The impact hurt just as much as the fear that I went through. It's a weird, lonely experience that has caused me depression since. I realized that I shouldn't take most things too seriously and other than trying to be smart enough to stay safe over things I can control, I don't think it's wise to let the things that kept me from enjoying my life get to me like it did before.

  10. I've been at this my whole life. My first memory was of myself in Elysian fields. I've met another incarnation of mine and he tried to share some understanding, but it was like i was using dial up and he was using super high speed internet. When you are ready and IF you have the capacity. You may ascend yourself to a higher state of being. This dimension is a mirror dimension. Let me help you think on this. Equal or opposite, yes? There's no other choice but the equal or opposite, like a mirror.

  11. Science: one partacal went boom. cristion: god was always there. depressed: it just begun and will end. Max: all of them.

  12. Max? What the fuck is happening. I paused the video and I still here the sounds of the last part… Shit. Help me!!!

  13. NZ Maori says haere mai 💋😎😋🇳🇿 Jesus is the truth and the life no man comes into heaven but through me put your name in the book of life accept Jesus as your savour,what have you gotta loose nothing but heaven🙏🙏👍💕

  14. We have the same minds. I truly hope I could meet you in real person, just to talk about everything and nothing at the same time.

  15. Imo when you die u are nothing. And the all of a suden a person or animel is born, its you ore someon els. The person who died wich was you is no longer a person who you know ore love. The cycle ends at one point and then starts all again somehow magicly. If u understand what i am talking abot. Give yore selfs a thumbs up. If not, then yust think a litel about it.

  16. Say in theory that if we die, what if we just restart our lives but consciously make different decisions in our newly birthed repeated life but we are completely unaware of it. Maybe when we go to bed and wake up that's a new life we are living but it's still us. God my head hurts now

  17. I wish I could hug you max. You help me so much with my life, and you legit just opened my eyes for the first time in awhile. Thank you.

  18. I used to have a close and personal relationship with my Lord Jesus Christ. But these last three years have been a challenge to say the least. And when I really think about it, I’m not so sure I agree at all with a lot of the stuff in the Bible. I haven’t given up yet though.

  19. This sounds like everything I've ever thought of to try and rationalise the events after death. I wondered if there was another world after this. But what if death was just… a void. And an actual fucking correct and definition-honest void. Null. Literally nothing whatsoever. You HAVE to see something from your own eyes. How do you just… stop existing? What happens to YOU as a person when you stop existing?
    …I dunno, dude.

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